caelcestis

i took my lil brother and his friend trick-or-treating and came back with a bacpack full of sweets myself ahahahahaha (the joke is i don't even like sweet things that much) i did dress up as a makeshift god-tier jade harley (i'm eventually gonna make the costume for real + get a wig) but i got such funny looks from people omfg there weren't many other 17 year olds actually trick-or-treating obviously, i probably still looked/sounded 12 years old though it started raining/getting windy halfway and let me tell you long skirts are impossible to walk in when that happens Yeah

(wooo my birthday is in a week I'M GOING TO BE 17) i'm not as afraid of the dark as i was last year (i still get nervous but i can leave my room and go downstairs now haha) it's more of an uneasy feeling, i'm usually the last person still awake in my house so i feel like i'm alone at night and i don't really enjoy that (and i enjoy being alone usually.) i get so on edge all of a sudden it's pretty odd. it's even worse when it starts storming, thank god it's only raining tonight because last week i thought someone broke in because of the  wind battering against the windows omfg

I'm already so so behind with school work oh my god and i've already gotten into an argument with a teacher good job alice i've already gotten into arguments with EVERYONE but i've decided i'm going to attempt nanowrimo again this year. i actually have a plot!!! and characters that work!!!! dunno if i'm going to bother planning anything else out but YOU KNOW